So, I finally cried last night...maybe I have driven out of denial alley and moved into depression row. Not clinical depression just that place that feels like 'oh no not again'. Its o.k. though because I was feeling a little left out as everyone else seemed to be upset and I felt like I was behind a window watching. Unfortunately, I am now in the room people so better watch out what you say....I will hear you! Cancer sucks by the way! Just in case I haven't made that clear yet. I decided maybe I should call on a little faith to help me get through this and then decided maybe I should just let everyone else pray for me. Found this prayer today when I was 'organizing' (read getting rid of) stuff. I tend to do that when I am stressed. The good thing is that I will be very well organized over the next while.....like it really matters. Anyways, I was talking about prayer...so I will share it with you - its called the Power of Prayer
The day was long, the burden I had borne,
Seemed heavier than I could longer bear.
And then it lifted - but I did not know
Someone had knelt in prayer,
Had taken me to God that very hour,
And asked the easing of the load.
And God, the infinite compassion,
Had stooped down, and taken it from me.
We cannot tell how often as we pray,
For some bewildered one,
hurt and distressed, the answer comes.
But many times those hearts find sudden peace and rest.
Some one had prayed, and Faith,
a reaching hand,
Took hold of God and brought God down that day!
So many, many hearts have need of prayer,
O, let us pray.
So everyone on the bus....start praying and those of you who don't know how, positive thoughts will do! O.K. now hold on we are starting to turn a corner......Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee