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Thursday, June 14, 2012

Saying goodbye........

Its not often I feel such strong feelings of hate, but today that is how I feel.   I hate this disease...I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.      I seem to be able to deal with my own illness but it is when it come to others then my emotions just can't seem to be kept in check.   Today, another wonderful, beautiful woman has been taken far too soon because of this disease.   She wasn't young, but she certainly wasn't so old that her family didn't need her anymore.    My heart goes out to the family.   Not even a year ago they lost their father to cancer and now today they have said good bye to their mother.

As we age, life seems to become more and more unfair.   The people we love seem to leave and we are left with only memories.   I know that the circle of life is necessary but when it comes to this damn disease I have less ability to accept that this is 'just life'.

Cancer sucks, it takes away first your body, then your spirit, then your soul and finally your life.   I hate this disease........may you fly on angels wings to a better place, and may your children and grandchildren see your spirit in everything that reminds them of you......I loved you too...goodbye my friend.....

2 comments:

Birdie said...

Cancer is evil and needs to be hated. It took everything from my mom and now my dad has it. What makes me even more angry is wondering how it is possible that we don't have a cure for this yet.

Pat said...

I've said it before and I'll continue to voice my opinion....Cancer is the medical Satan!